Holding hands in the rain.

I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Do you know that feeling? But you can’t do anthing.
The days just pass by, just get bad news. Or nothing.
Nobody texts me. Nobody calls me. Nobody wants me. 
And if i tell a person about this feeling, they just say that I have to ignore this. I’m just tired of trying to put this feeling away. Cause it never works. Sometimes i don’t notice it for some days, but when it comes back, it hits me like a bullet.

What should I do? I can’t do anything, somebody has to find me and make everything good. I wish for it. Please. 

Find me.
Hold me.
Make me feel good.  

Kiss me.

And everything crashed down.

It’s the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you.
It’s the wrong time for somebody new. 

You see,
I see,
you’re looking at me! 





Going on holiday tomorrow. :) 

Thinking.